PLKN 2
It's a regret that i can't post about my PLKN life in chinese because my computer doesn't have the chinese input function in it. Hopefully my english wont make my readers faint while reading this. It really feels like a dream. A 73-days dream. When i was in the dream, i felt like 73 days are like forever for me. But when i'm awake from this dream, it feels like it was only one-night-dream. I can't imagine that i've already finished the 3 months course. The feeling is hard to describe. I was happy when i was thinking about my last day in camp, but now it's different from wat i thought i will feel. I felt sad because i knew i'll be leaving the beautiful scenery, no more busy lifestyles and fun activities for me. But somehow i felt grateful because i've learnt about many things when i was in the camp. It's hard to describe what have you learnt, because it changes you from your inner. But if i think of any way to describe wat i've learnt, i will always be happy to share in this blog.
Actually, i didn't say that i miss my friends at there because i hardly find a friend whom as good as jing yi and xin yi and sook sin to me. Like seriously, i found it hard to fulfil what they want. And their personality doesn't suit me, to be honest. But of course i'm happy because although there are so many hard times, but i still manage to been through these 73 days with some friends. They might not be the true friends for me, but i believe that they are my memorable friends because we lived together for a long time.
What i really dont understand is, friends there thought that i'm smart and i can do everything. Erm... Okay... lol? .. that's wat i thought. They think that i'm smart because i can speak english, malay and chinese fluently( at there only ). I mean in subang, speaking english, malay and chinese of this kind of standard is not something to be proud of or wat. So i never thought that i'm good in anything because there are always people better than me. So i managed to do things well like giving out the jobs ( if needed) and manage my timing well, for myself. So sorry if i do make you feel like i'm trying to show off or wat, because in chinese and english are really different. Anyway, no matter i'm really good or i'm just moderate, i feel like i'm more confident of myself now. At least, i learnt to trust myself. And sometimes, i really need to trust myself than other people in order to do the right thing because there are some people that they think they are right, but they are not.
I think i have to blog next time. I already talked about my daily life after i came back for CNY holiday. So i'll talk about friends and teachers, memorable activities in the next post. BYE~
ps : anyway i've been informed by xin yi saying that this is my 400th post. HAPPY 400TH POST! XD~~
Actually, i didn't say that i miss my friends at there because i hardly find a friend whom as good as jing yi and xin yi and sook sin to me. Like seriously, i found it hard to fulfil what they want. And their personality doesn't suit me, to be honest. But of course i'm happy because although there are so many hard times, but i still manage to been through these 73 days with some friends. They might not be the true friends for me, but i believe that they are my memorable friends because we lived together for a long time.
What i really dont understand is, friends there thought that i'm smart and i can do everything. Erm... Okay... lol? .. that's wat i thought. They think that i'm smart because i can speak english, malay and chinese fluently( at there only ). I mean in subang, speaking english, malay and chinese of this kind of standard is not something to be proud of or wat. So i never thought that i'm good in anything because there are always people better than me. So i managed to do things well like giving out the jobs ( if needed) and manage my timing well, for myself. So sorry if i do make you feel like i'm trying to show off or wat, because in chinese and english are really different. Anyway, no matter i'm really good or i'm just moderate, i feel like i'm more confident of myself now. At least, i learnt to trust myself. And sometimes, i really need to trust myself than other people in order to do the right thing because there are some people that they think they are right, but they are not.
I think i have to blog next time. I already talked about my daily life after i came back for CNY holiday. So i'll talk about friends and teachers, memorable activities in the next post. BYE~
ps : anyway i've been informed by xin yi saying that this is my 400th post. HAPPY 400TH POST! XD~~
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